My first (self)blowjob

when my first blowjob happened I was actually both on the giving and receiving end and I was the only person there. I was 12 and I had tried a few times to lick my own penis before but that one day I was actually able to reach. I was really thrilled the moment I first licked my glans and just that first touch was almost enough to make me cum. Ultimately I wasn’t able to do it for too long that first time and I ended masturbating as I usually did but  with the resolve to keep practicing.